Well, Cam and I kinda talked. I feel really horrible and I was NOT planning on getting so wasted at the party. So, I think we are cool, but I think Johnny is going to talk to him too. I hope Cam doesn't think I'm some slut who gets drunk all the time, because that is so not me. I feel really bad. I just can't believe that on our first date I got so drunk and that happened. I hope everything with Cam will be ok. I think I might give him some space unless he wants to talk to me. In the mean time, I going to try to think of a way to make it up to Cam. Oh and Johnny, I am totally not mad at you, its not your fault.